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Cautiously Rand looked behind him。 The hillside was there as it had been； the shadowed trees； the lakes beyond sinking into darkness。 He was afraid to step back； afraid they would all disappear again and perhaps this time he would not be able to find them。 Edging carefully around him； Perrin let out a long breath。
Moiraine noticed the three of them standing there； gaping。 Perrin looked abashed； and slipped his axe back into the heavy belt loop as if he thought no one might notice。 A smile touched her lips。 〃It is a simple thing；〃 she said； 〃a bending； so any eye looking at us sees around us； instead。 We cannot have the eyes that will be out there seeing our lights tonight； and the Blight is no place to be in the dark。〃
〃Moiraine Sedai says I might be able to do it。〃 Egwene's eyes were bright。 〃She says I can handle enough of the One Power right now。〃
〃Not without training； child；〃 Moiraine cautioned。 〃The simplest matter concerning the One Power can be dangerous to the untrained； and to those around them。〃 Perrin snorted； and Egwene looked so unfortable that Rand wondered if she had already been trying her abilities。
Nynaeve set down the lantern。 Together with the tiny flame of the stove； the pair of lanterns gave a generous light。 〃When you go to Tar Valon； Egwene；〃 she said carefully； 〃perhaps I'll go with you。〃 The look she gave Moiraine was strangely defensive。 〃It will do her good to see a familiar face among strangers。 She'll need someone to advise her besides Aes Sedai。〃
〃Perhaps that would be for the best； Wisdom；〃 Moiraine said simply。
Egwene laughed and clapped her hands。 〃Oh； that will be wonderful。 And you； Rand。 You'll e； too； won't you？〃 He paused in the act of sitting across the stove from her； then slowly lowered himself。 He thought her eyes had never been bigger； or brighter； or more like pools that he could lose himself in。 Spots of color appeared in her cheeks； and she gave a smaller laugh。 〃Perrin； Mat； you two will e； won't you？ We'll all be together。〃 Mat gave a grunt that could have signified anything； and Perrin only shrugged； but she took it for assent。 〃You see； Rand。 We'll all be together。 〃
Light； but a man could drown in those eyes and be happy doing it。 Embarrassed； he cleared his throat。 〃Do they have sheep in Tar Valon？ That's all I know； herding sheep and growing tabac。〃
〃I believe；〃 Moiraine said； 〃that I can find something for you to do in Tar Valon。 For all of you。 Not herding sheep； perhaps； but something you will find interesting。〃
〃There；〃 Egwene said as if it were settled。 〃I know。 I will make you my Warder； when I'm an Aes Sedai。 You would like being a Warder； wouldn't you？ My Warder？〃
She sounded sure； but he saw the question in her eyes。 She wanted an answer； needed it。
〃I'd like being your Warder；〃 he said。 She's not for you； nor you for her。 Why did Min have to tell me that？
Darkness came down heavily； and everyone was tired。 Loial was the first to roll over and ready himself for sleep； but others followed soon after。 No one used their blankets； except for a pillow。 Moiraine had put something in the oil of the lamps that dispelled the stench of the Blight from the hilltop； but nothing diminished the heat。 The moon gave a wavering； watery light； but the sun might have been at its zenith for all the cool the night had。
Rand found sleep impossible； even with the Aes Sedai stretched out not a span away to shield his dreams。 It was the thick air that kept him awake。 Loial's soft snores were a rumble that made Perrin's seem nonexistent； but they did not stop weariness from claiming the others。 The Warder was still awake； seated not far from him with his sword across his knees； watching the night。 To Rand's surprise； so was Nynaeve。
The Wisdom looked at Lan silently for a long time； then poured a cup of tea and brought it to him。 When he reached out with a murmur of thanks； she did not let go right away。 〃I should have known you would be a king；〃 she said quietly。 Her eyes were steady on the Warder's face； but her voice trembled slightly。
Lan looked back at her just as intently。 It seemed to Rand that the Warder's face actually softened。 〃I am not a king； Nynaeve。 Just a man。 A man without as much to his name as even the meanest farmer's croft。〃
Nynaeve's voice steadied。 〃Some women don't ask for land； or gold。 Just the man。〃
〃And the man who would ask her to accept so little would not be worthy of her。 You are a remarkable woman； as beautiful as the sunrise； as fierce as a warrior。 You are a lioness； Wisdom。〃
〃A Wisdom seldom weds。〃 She paused to take a deep breath； as if steeling herself。 〃But if I go to Tar Valon； it may be that I will be something other than a Wisdom。〃
〃Aes Sedai marry as seldom as Wisdoms。 Few men can live with so much power in a wife； dimming them by her radiance whether she wishes to or not。〃
〃Some men are strong enough。 I know one such。〃 If there could have been any doubt； her look left none as to whom she meant。
〃All I have is a sword； and a war I cannot win； but can never stop fighting。 〃
〃I've told you I care nothing for that。 Light； you've made me say more than is proper already。 Will you shame me to the point of asking you？〃
〃I will never shame you。〃 The gentle tone； like a caress； sounded odd to Rand's ears in the Warder's voice； but it made Nynaeve's eyes brighten。 〃I will hate the man you choose because he is not me； and love him if he makes you smile。 No woman deserves the sure knowledge of widow's black as her brideprice； you least of all。〃 He set the untouched cup on the ground and rose。 〃I must check the horses。〃
Nynaeve remained there； kneeling； after he had gone。
Sleep or no； Rand closed his eyes。 He did not think the Wisdom would like it if he watched her cry。
Chapter 49
The Dark One Stirs
Dawn woke Rand with a start； the sullen sun pricking his eyelids as it peeked reluctantly over the treetops of the Blight。 Even so early； heat covered the spoiled lands in a heavy blanket。 He lay on his back with his head pillowed on his blanketroll； staring at the sky。 It was still blue； the sky。 Even here； that； at least； was untouched。
He was surprised to realize that he had slept。 For a minute the dim memory of a conversation overheard seemed like part of some dream。 Then he saw Nynaeve's red…rimmed eyes； she had not slept； obviously。 Lan's face was harder than ever； as if he had resumed a mask and did not intend to let it slip again。
Egwene went over and crouched beside the Wisdom； her face concerned。 He could not make out what they said。 Egwene spoke； and Nynaeve shook her head。 Egwene said something else； and the Wisdom waved her away dismissively。 Instead of going； Egwene bent her head closer； and for a few minutes the two women talked even more softly； with Nynaeve still shaking her head。 The Wisdom ended it with a laugh； hugging Egwene and； by her expression； making soothing talk。 When Egwene stood； though； she glared at the Warder。 Lan did not seem to notice； he did not look in Nynaeve's direction at all。
Shaking his head； Rand gathered his things； and gave his hands and face and teeth a hasty wash with the little water Lan allowed for such things。 He wondered if women had a way of reading men's minds。 It was an unsettling thought。 All women are Aes Sedai。 Telling himself he was letting the Blight get to him； he rinsed out his mouth and hurried to get the bay saddled。
It was more than a little disconcerting； having the campsite disappear before he reached the horses； but by the time his saddle girth was tight everything on the hill winked back into view。 Everyone was hurrying。
The seven towers stood plain in the morning light； distant broken stumps； like huge； rough hills that merely hinted at grandeur gone。 The hundred lakes were a smooth； unruffled blue。 Nothing broke the surface this morning。 When he looked at the lakes and the ruined towers； he could almost ignore the sickly things growing around the hill。 Lan did not seem to be avoiding looking at the towers； any more than he seemed to be avoiding N