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He was trembling； in fact； confused and unsettled by his own hesitation； visited； as he had been all day； by thoughts he would never have entertained before this morning。 Habit and fear； the pulsions of his discipline； had sent him riding north from Lussan at midday to carry news to Cortil of what he had seen on the tournament ground that morning。 He had stopped at a roadside inn for ale； and had then lingered there absurdly long； telling himself over and over that it was time to get up in the saddle again； that his tidings were critical； dangerous； that he was even at risk of suspicion if he delayed too long。
It was very nearly day's end； though； when he left that inn； riding at a gallop but not straining his horse。 It was a long way to Cortil； he told himself； he had to be careful not to exhaust his mount。 In the darkness under Escoran's blue light he had approached Aubry； preparing to bypass it on the road towards the pass； when he heard the sounds of horses and shouting men and stopped at the forest's edge to see； astonishingly； the king he had been riding north to warn。
And he stayed up there watching； motionless； as they slaughtered the people of a village and a temple and rode away。 He wasn't especially shocked by what the corans were doing to the priestesses； nor even； really； by the burning of the women after they were done； though no halfway normal man could really enjoy such a thing。 That wasn't what kept him silent up on the ridge。 He had seen worse； or as bad at any rate； in the brutal years of war against Valensa； especially among the farms and towns on either side of the border。 The longer a war went on； his father had told him once； the more terrible the things one saw； and did。 It seemed to him to have been a true thing to say； he felt that way about much of what his father had told him over the years。
It wasn't even； though this was a part of it； the thrill he had felt that morning； straight up his spine and tingling in his hair； when Blaise de Garsenc had raised the banner of the kings above his tent and gone forth to battle。 He had always thought…and had once or twice even said； though only to trusted friends…that the youngest of the de Garsenc was much the best of the three of them。
That wouldn't have made the difference； not in and of itself。 A coran in Gorhaut learned； early； to keep his thoughts where they belonged： away from any actions he might be ordered to perform。 His own sworn liege lord was Ranald； duke of Garsenc； and if the duke took most of his own orders from the father in Cortil； well； the corans of Garsenc were not expected to have any thoughts at all about that。
He would have gone down with his tidings； he realized finally； still sitting silently on his horse long after the king's pany had gone； watching the burning fires spread from two of the wooden houses to a third； if it hadn't been for the one additional thing； drawn slowly up from his own history during this long day like a bucket from a well。
There was no sound now save the cackle of the flames and the wailing； very faint； of a child or an animal that was somehow not yet dead。 After a moment that crying also stopped and there was only the rising sound of wind and the fires； growing to a roar as the last of the wooden houses caught。
What had kept him here； rooted to this ridge； watching his king and liege lord and corans he had known for years； was the memory of his father's last year。
His own family home had been a small tract of farmland proudly entered in their own name on the baron's records since the last plague had made labour scarce and left too many farms untended。 A small bit of land； but his father's own； after a grinding lifetime of brutally labouring for someone else。 It had been in the good grainlands in the north of Gorhaut； that farm。 Or； to speak properly now； in the north of what had been Gorhaut。 It was Valensa now； since the treaty that had surrendered land kept safe by King Duergar's own sword and the corans of the king and the courage of farmers and villagers fighting for what was theirs。
He had fought at Iersen Bridge himself。 Fought and won in ice and blood among the army of Gorhaut； though grieving solely for his king after swords were sheathed and spears laid aside。 A season later； no more than that； back in the south at Garsenc Castle where he served the young duke as an anointed coran； to the vast pride of his family； he had learned that his parents； along with all the other farmers and the inhabitants of entire villages of the north； were being told to pack and travel south to wherever they would； wherever they could find shelter。
It was only for a time； they were advised by the messengers of the new king； Ademar。 The new king； in his wisdom； had taken thought for them； the messengers said…there would be wider； richer lands for all of them very soon。 In the meantime； his father's lifelong dream and prayer of his own farm was gone； handed over to the Valensans they had been fighting for fifty years。 Just like that。
His parents had actually been among the fortunate； in a way of thinking； finding a place with his mother's sister's husband east of Cortil； working for someone else again； but with a roof over their heads at least。 He had seen his father twice there； but though the old man said little at the best of times； after the northern fashion； his eyes didn't convey any sense of good fortune to his son。
Everyone knew where the promised new lands were supposed to be。 It was mon talk in the country as much as in the taverns and castles。 His father had said only one thing about that； at the end of his second visit； his last； to the farmyard hut that was now his parents' home。
They had been walking out together； he and his father； at twilight； looking out over the grey moorland in a drizzle of rain。 〃What；〃 his father had said； turning aside to spit into the mud； 〃do I know about olive trees？〃
His son had not replied。 He had watched the thin rain falling on the moor。 There was nothing to say。 Nothing； that is； that would not be treason； or a lie。
This morning； though； on a challenge ground in Arbonne under a clear sky he had heard the younger son of Garsenc name Ademar a traitor and claim the throne of Gorhaut before lords and ladies of all six countries。 And the simple truth was； he realized finally； sitting his horse on that ridge above a burning hamlet； he agreed with Blaise de Garsenc。 His father would have felt the same way； he knew with certainty； though he would never have put such a thought into words。 They were people of Gorhaut； their lives and lands charged to the protection of the king…and their safety and history and trust had been given away by him with a signed piece of paper。 It was said that Galbert the High Elder had been behind the whole thing。 That he wanted to destroy Arbonne because of the goddess they had down here。 He didn't know much about that or very much care； but he had seen his father destroyed by living on another man's farm far from the northern lands he had known all his life。
His father had died at the end of that same summer； taking to his bed one morning； the scribe's letter had said； and passing to the god four days after without any last word spoken。 He had not appeared to be in great pain； the scribe wrote。 His mother had made her mark at the end； after the part wishing him all best fortune。 He still carried it； that letter。
He looked down a last time on the burning of Aubry。 He drew a long breath； finally clear in his mind； though not any the less afraid for that。 When he began to ride again it was south； the way he had e； carrying a different message； grim with fire and death and with more of each to e； certain as mortal man was born to die。
He had actually made his choice； he realized； on the evening of that last walk with his father in the rain。 He had had no way to put that decision into action。 Now he did。
He put spurs to his horse； leaving the fires of Aubry behind him。 His eyes were on the empty road before him； seeing how bright and strange it had bee in the mingling of the moons。
Blaise hadn't been happy about it； but the priestess and the physician； agreeing w